so pretty much i only blog when things are bothering me...

as you can tell.. its not often.. haha kristin gets mad at me for not blogging enough but o well. my sister is worrying me. she has been passing out and she can't move her neck :( she's been in tests all day. so please pray for her.

i can't get focused on school.. im so excited for my classes but the whole idea of homework.. isn't setting in.. ugh

and all summer i just focused on work.. and now its work and school.. i already feel the year stresses.. and its the second day.

i want to read.. i do.. but i start to read and i get sleepy.

i miss a few friends.. but oh well. i'll see them soon enough..

life is good. God is awesome.

and i have the best dorm ever :)

i can't believe it.

so i've been gone from MI for a while. its been nice to be on vacation, but i think i'm ready to get back to my apartment for the last few weeks i have in it.

Florida was amazing time to relax and chill with the family. my aunt sometimes got on my nerves as does all family when your with them for a week.

right now i'm a little distracted wiht life. i just found out some news that i am not really happy with and i don't know what to do with it. there's only one person i could talk to about it and they aren't answering their phone. i'm so upset i could cry, but it won't fix it.. so whatever. i just don't understand why smart people do stupid stupid stupid beyong stupid things. if you can't tell .. i'm upset. i just am so shocked i dont' know what to do. i'm angry. but what do i do. nothing. i should pray.. but i just need to talk to someone and vent. gur. anyway so funny story besides this awful news i just heard:

tonight we went to the infamous celebration downtown my hometown. largest street fair in my state...special people everywhere... drunk.. .. i mean this fair brings out the classiest of them all. so me and some of my friends went.. def saw the kids from highschool we had nothing to say to. so we are heading back to my car that we parked in the middle of far away land so we didn't have to pay... and we got back and there was a drink on my car. so my guy friend being the smart kid that he is flicked off the cup .. to what.. to only hit the guys that were there.. drunk of course. well we hop.. i mean hurridly hop into the car and lock the doors.. with people surrounding my car. i mean drunk guys who think they are the poop of the world. i have never put my car in reverse and drive so fast in my life. thats my town for ya. retarded.

anyway its been a night.. i want to sleep but i dont' know if i can. but whatever. ok tomorrow i want to go boating so i hope that happens. here is a picture from vacation:

are you ready to go faster....let me hear you scream

hmm six flags. a place where a bunch of people can scream and be as loud as you want with the rush of getting high without the awful side effects :)not like i would know.. but so i've hear.. just to clear that up ! lol

yep went to six flags with chris (best friend from highschool)his brother jordan and 2 of their friends. it was awesome.. got a couple wiplashes, flew like superman, and stood upright on a coaster. i love roller coasters!! however i got in at 2am this morning and i'm having a hard time concentrating at work.. but it was so worth it.

i miss those boys a lot more than i thought.. aka i forgot how awesome it was to hang out with them. especially chris. it never ceases to freak me out how well he still knows me.. haha it makes me laugh just thinking about everything we have gone through together and how when we hang out nothing has changed. i love how that works.

i also realize ( on my late night drive home) that he's still there for encouragement and continues to keep me in check--especially these days when those friends are few-- the few hours i had with him were enough to remind me of who i was/am/ who i need to be still. i love life like that.

i also realized that though i may change some friends will always be there especially God... no matter where i go.. he's always waiting for me to come back.

on another note... i'm going to hkk today with the enrollment peeps.. maybe they can snap me out of my glazey state.. they usually always do. they are a hilarious group of people..

i'm working tonight and then doing my 2.5 weeks of laundry at kristins and doing some much needed bonding with that girl. florida is creeping up.. i can hardly wait.. i need a serious mind and body vacation :)

four eyed...

i dont' know what my problem is today.. but it all started yesterday when i crawled into bed. i've been so exhausted its strange. so pretty much all day today i've wanted to crawl up and take a nap. then my contact started bothering me so bad i had to take them out. now i have on my glasses and i feel very nerdy. but my eyes are still dried out and watering. i just want to sleep.

i'm dreading tomorrow. its going to be soo long. i have to work 12 hours. thats a longgg day. but its ok cause i'm not working friday so i can go pick up kristin and her dad at the airport! woo hoo.. this weekend is going to be soo good.. i can hardly wait. then i'm having company this weekend as well which will also be a great time!

i'm so pumped about this summer because i've learned so much and changed to be who i want to be. i've made some awesome new friends and i've gotten closer to people i've known.. cough cough kaci. :) she is so awesome i'm so glad we've gotten to room together for the summer!!

i'm so tired i think i'm goign to go home and sleep for a few minutes before kaci gets home from work and makes me go work out with her.

hm i long to sleep for a while tonight.. but i doubt that will happen.. someone will call and will want me to go somewhere.. which is cool... cause i love my friends we laugh so hard.. kaci and i were actually still laughing about last night ... oh my .. ok i should get back to other things i need to do!